When I run, I feel empowered, bigger and my favorite...not puny. Running makes average gals like me feel like athletes. I was reminded of this when a friend admitted that she didn't feel like an athlete before she started running regularly (FYI, she's one tough, athletic cookie). I realized something about all runners, especially women. We all carry our own burdens throughout our days.
I think of these burdens as packs. Some packs are huge, as if they're carrying an elephant otherwise known as a 'chip on your shoulder'.
Other people seem to float through life with a day pack, these are the easy going people we all envy.
Everyone has a pack; a few thoughtless statements in our childhood causing a whole lifetime of self criticism, jobs taking more than time--all that pressure and criticism can pull on our hearts. Then there's our families; with all the wonderful things that husbands, kids and aging parents bring, it's still pressure to our lives. Throw in the inevitable: school troubles, illness, death, money and plain disagreements and you've got yourself a pack that shrinks and grows regularly.
For me, running is a time to put down my pack. Out on a run, it's only my expectations. I'm not discouraged by expectations, politics or the roles people expect. So, I say run on! There's plenty of time for carrying around that pack.
Picasso's Women Running in the Sand
(But, keep your boobies covered!-- I have been waiting to use this image! )
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