OK for the past two days, no great or awesome has happened....no running at all has occurred for that matter. Today? Guilt...and I'm totally worried I'm on the path to non-awesome. I'm on the slippery slope to failure! Yikes, that's dramatic.
Here's the thing. I've come to the point of running longer, getting in fairly good shape before. I arrive at Dabblerville... then my brain takes over. I start fixating on the end goal and the whole thing starts feeling way too big and way too much. I start feeling as though I won't get the training done.
Of course there wouldn't be fear without guilt. So, here I am. I'm afraid to screw up running so I've been avoiding it for 2 days and feel guilty! Argh, someone give me a lobotomy. That way my upper brain function won't take over when I need my 'just run' button turned on full power.
OK, will go for a run today. Of course so far I've managed to drink coffee. Wish me luck.
A little addition to today's thoughts. I ran 5 miles with a little success. Still crazy...yes I'm aware Kate. But, I ran...and only liked it a little. :)
Total Miles 235
1 comment:
K, first of all, how do you screw up running?
Second of all, you're crazy. :)
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